Hooray for dirty pots!

At long last! It appears that i could have a job soon. Ringing up tomorrow, its Elliotts old job, and he says its in the bag. Sick. Fair enough, it is only washing pots at a restaurant and i shouldn't be so excited about it, but trust me, anything is better than relying on benefits. And there's a few housing issues that may also be resolved soon. Things are looking up, finally some good karma.

I don't know whats up with my internet, it seems to dislike people using power tools anywhere within a mile of it. That's what you get for internet broadband.

I have made a wishlist on the Blue Banana website. It's fairly extensive and will take a while to get everything on it, but i intend to save save and save. Also have the next 6 tattoos planned out. Haha. Damn i need that job to get some more money!!! I may pop into steel dragon this week as well and get a new piercing, just the top of my ear, nothing drastic. But i HAVE wanted that doing for a long time. Cant get my nose done cuz of the job, so that will have to be put on hold for a bit, but im very used to putting piercings on hold.

As for this wishlist, its my birthday in October, so if you want to see the list, let me know. *hint hint*

I'm kinda excited about college again. I dont get to see the mr as much which is sad, but the weekends will be good. Im possitive about our relationship which ive never been with any other, so good signes all round. I like new starts. To mark this new start i have re-shaped my eyebrows. I know it doesnt seem to make much sence, but it does to me. I'm going to make more of an effort with my appearence now. I feel better when i look good, so why not look good all the time. Makes sence to me.

Stop playing with bins and having sex.

What is it with the people of barton upon humber? Why do they find it funny to hide behind bins at 3am when drunk and jump out at their friends, especially when the bins happen to be under my bedroom window. Then just as youre getting back to sleep, upstairs starts to have sex on a very loudly sprung bed...

I dislike living here.

Also, due to lack of sleep when sean is at home ive invested in some Kalms sleep to stop me being so fucking paranoid and get to sleep at some point during the night. I also have a lovely sharp knife under my matress for when i get attacked (which i wont, but again, paranoid). Lets hope they work. Ive only read one review about them and it was pretty negative, however hopefully even if they dont work my mind will think they do. Placebo effect much?

I think i need to start finding new bands to love again. I used to a few years back, was always the one who knew the most cool music. Now im shit. HAHA. Ive been listening to that poor excuse for a british girl band - Dolly Rockers.. they have terrible accents, terrible lyrics and no musical tallent what so ever and yet i still seem drawn to them. This shows the world will explode soon. Its true. Im also currently listening to funeral for a friend. Again, shit.

Also, i am annoyed at how colleges like to be difficult and start on different days. I go back for my first day tuesday, and sean is off. It annoys me. I hope however that our half terms will be the same. Why cant the dick just have actually got on and worked and still be in Leggott with me? I am NOT looking forwards to this year at all, everyones left but a few. Fail. Just need to work hard and make it to uni. HARD!

LOL HARD. sorry. Childishness there.